Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Hey girls, how r u all doing? Anyway, im was not MIA la..Cuma bertapa kat dlm gua je..haha well as u know, im having my term break now..starting on my assignments and projects already
And for those of you who recently viewed my friendster profile (ain and kisha done that..), you might have noticed that I changed my status to ‘Single’ and removed the photos with Nasz in it.. actually that was just to attract more guys to get to know me la..mcm time dulu2..hehe
Or probably not.
I broke up with Nasz..and that’s for real..i aint kiddng now..well that decision was a tough one for me n also for him..Actually, I was the one who asked for the break-up and he finally relented. Wanted to tell u guys about this in person but I doubt we’re meeting up anytime soon with everybody’s hectic lives..so sebelum the cerita dah basi, might as well I tell abt it now..and its also for the benefit of Non who’s far away now..
If you’re wondering how im feeling aboutt it, well I would say it was hard initially..im sure I cried a lot..cos my eyes were stinging for quite some time due to the crying..but now, im more in control of it.. my elder bro was there to comfort me..he said the news was really unexpected..since he’s the first person to know that I was attached, I thought its only fair to him to be the first person to find out about the break-up too..
So u may ask why we broke up? I’ve been quite depressed about our relationship for quite some time..with him busy with his work and family, he hardly have any time for me..im considered lucky if I get to meet him once a week..sometimes I dun get to see him for two straight weeks..and we also dont talk much on the fone too..most of the time, we rely on smses, which to me was not enough.. then he told me he started on this sideline job with his frens and represented his company for soccer..the latter means he needs to commit to weekly trainings..as much as I want to be supportive of his decisions and activities, to me, it only means that I’ll have lesser time with him..
I guess I underestimated myself..i thought I was the kind who dont need my bf to be there for me most of the time..I was wrong!..as tough as I can be, im no miss independent when it comes to guys..it seems that he cant provide with what I need at the moment..I hope you guys dun picture the situation in such a way that everything is about ME!..im nt being selfish la..but I deserve to be happy..and I dont wanna feel depressed about this all the time.
With that, I told myself the only way to stop feeling like that is to have no strings attached.. that way, I dont need to feel so down about us, and its for his own good too..i pity him having to put up with my stupid mood swings all the time..
Nevertheless, im glad to say that me and nasz are still on good terms..guess we both know that we still love each other..Cuma keadaan tak mengizinkan both of us to keep on with the relationship..im nt denying the chances of us getting back together in the future once everything simmer down..furthermore, we broke up on a mutual basis..so the tendency to patch things up n call off the break up is there..but I told myself not to let my emotions to be easily swayed..anyways, we’ll see how things are ..insya’allah, kalau dah memang our jodoh, takkan ke mana rite? We can only plan, but Tuhan yang menentukan our plans..
I hope this long entry is enough to compensate my lack of contribution to this blog! hehe
.::.serendipity.::. merapekz @
2/21/2006 03:52:00 PM
Kengkawan!! Aper khabar? Dah lamer tak dengar beriter.
Siape yang tengah holidays? Ah Ah?
Siape sedang dilamun cinta? Ah? AH?
Siape yang sedang menggatal? Ah Ah?
Siape yang takde kerje? Ah? Ah?
Siape? Siape? Cepat bilang sekarang! Ah? Ah?
Muahahaha.
By the way, I developed my LOMO rolls.There a couple of photos from the picninc, which are deem too..BUROK to post here.
i WANT TO. But later you girls tak akan dapat jodoh nanti susah..
So I'll email or show it to you guys personally ah..
Muahahaha.
And by the way, this gatal girl bought this
at the FF concert. Size L. 2 sizes too big.
Did she tell you it was a blast? Ah? Ah?Did she? Ah? Ah?
It was more than a blast!
It was like suppressing an eager fart in a crowded place. You endure it until you can no longer endure. Finally, you let it all OUT!BOOM KEBAAABOOOOM!Aaaaah... Pure satisfaction I tell you.
Came out with ringing ears for the next 2 days.
After the concert I mean. Not after the fart.
let.me.fart merapekz @
2/21/2006 11:54:00 AM
Friday, February 17, 2006
My most heartest congratualtions to you Ain, the boyanese girl for being able to secure your dream of getting out of F**King MAGIK!! Also, congratulations for being able to land that job @ Discovery Channel!!!
Well, since you have requested for me to update on bits n pieces of my life.. I think you should just read my blog. Hahaha.. Just kidding!! Anyways, I would have to say that i have some very exciting news... If you call me having a crush, NEWS!! hahahhaha.. Ceriter nyer cam gini.. i have a small, tiny crush on this guy. He is a computer nerd ah. In a way... Ok.. How do i say this.. He's nice, friendly and happens to be good *but he is modest abt this* in computers. And he is not that bad looking, to me ah.. He's cute.. so bugger off, Kisha!! But then prob is he is damn bloody tall!! *YIKES* Well im not gonna pursue this either cause, like my all other crushes, i see no point in it!!! Hehe.. And besides, i will probably never see him again in my entire life, unless i bump into him during parties & meetings. *BUMMER*
So korang lain ada aper ceriter?!
Ita, message me once you are free to have a decent conversation with me so that we can gossip & talk & so that i know more on whats happening with you.. Cause everyone else keeps asking me!! And i soooo dont know the answer to that!! Hahahaha....
PS: Ain.. Have fun @ Franz Ferdinand concert!!~ ROCK ON!!~
NikeSweet merapekz @
2/17/2006 04:31:00 AM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
As an active member of the MMA (Makin Menjadi Association), I hereby propose that we have a weekly progress report published in this semi-public medium.
Here, we'll highlight the ongoings of each of our lives on a weekly basis as mentioned above. It can be as exciting as winning a lifetime supply of.. whole meal bread or successfully giving the kiss of life (CPR) to a furry hamster. If you do not have such exciting opportunities, do not fret. There'll be ample chances. Maybe you won't get a hamster. Maybe you'll get someting bigger, gunky and slimy. Maybe a toad! Or someone who looks like a toad.
In the meantime, do not hesitate to drop in with anything eventhough it may be a mundane subject like how you secure a seat during your morning madness train rides. We would like to hear YOUR tactic/s. Share it with us! In no time, we'll no longer stand in the train beside someon who's arm is stretched out high just to show that he can. And for that, we can smell his
au naturale parfum.As you can see, i am bored. And by reading this, I've just wasted a good 5 minutes of your life. thanks for sharing that 5 minutes of your life with me.. muahahaha.
On a different note altogether, I guess you've heard by now that I'm..
OUTTA F*** Magik!
*throws confetti, party streamers, pillows, blankets, pots, pans in the air*
let.me.fart merapekz @
2/16/2006 04:13:00 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Semalam yang pergi tidak akan kembali lagi.Esok pula, kita tidak mempunyai kepastian sama ada diri yang hina ini berpeluang menerima pancaran mentariNya ataupun tidak...tetapi apa yang ada hanyalah hari ini,dan ia adalah kesempatan utk mengisikan bekalan utk dibawa pulang ke alam akhirat....
Little did I expect him to pass away at such a young age of 25 when his future is so bright . Definitely a fighter till the very end .
Makin Menjadi merapekz @
2/14/2006 09:16:00 AM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Hey korang!! SO how is sunny Singapore?! It's like nearly 2am here & i cant sleep ah.. I think im kinda excited about my first aid training tomorrow morning.. oops.. i mean later in the morning.. hehe.. korang amacam lak?! any news tak?! isk.. i miss hanging out with u guys seh.. Wonder whats new.. You know what?! Now i have to pay for my internet. Every single usage of it.. So i doubt i will be around in MSN much.. I will onli be on MSN if i see any of ma frens online.. Then its worth it for me to be online.. otherwise, for a chat with me... i guess kena email me lah.. korang tahu my email add tak?!
nadu1@student.monash.edu.auk? pls update this blog ah.. wats new with korang.. im so bored here.. well not really since i got tonnes of work to do but i just wanna noe abt korang.. haiz.. ive been decorating my room and almost done.. i shall take a pic n show u guys once im done.. dont freak out on me k? hahaha..
Ain... baru u cakap nak gi zoo? tu hari aku ader mention takde org nak gi ngan aku.. *Sobs*
Take care u guys.. Missing you loads!!~ Please send the chalet pics via email!!! send to my sch email above!!!
NikeSweet merapekz @
2/12/2006 10:37:00 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
Hey girls.
Just a short shout out from a short me. Thanks for the great spontaneous, not planned overnight session at the chalet! It was truly fully utilized...muahaha But aww.... We were missing you ITA! Anyway highlights of the night...
(1) Non getting all stressed up... MUAHAHA
(2) Kisha "mysteriously missing" due to a "sugar rush" incident.
(3) Mama who got scared by me. MUAHAHA
(4) The LONG AND FAT cheese filled sausages.
(5) The soft porn on Channel 5- DEADLY STRANGER. MUAHAHAHA (somehow the title got stuck in my mind)
(6) An independent woman in her deadly but cute KIA who almost drove home with her car’'s alarm going "beep beep beep"
(7) And some unmentionable incident.... MUAHAHAHA
I went home with all my clothes strewn all over the floor. For a moment I thought..."Wah Lao baru tak balik satu malam da kene halau?! Wah SO COOL! GUA KENE HALAU SEH..." Just when I was basking in my new found glory as a rebel, it turns out that my parents were just moving my cupboard and had to take all the contents out as it was too heavy. MUAHAHAHA
NON, hope you’ve settled in comfortably DOWN UNDER ya... hehe I know sounds wrong.
let.me.fart merapekz @
2/06/2006 05:34:00 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Have you heard of the blooper of the week?
4 gorgeous girls saw a gorgeous view of the sun setting. 1 girl was so excited on capturing it on film. So she went to get her Lomo. she asked the other girl (NON). "eh sun set very fast ah?" "Ok lah, should be no problem." So the two girls went to keep the tent in the car and taking their time. when they reunited with the others, the sun was gone.
But we got sunset yang "belen belen" on the horizon.
Our bimbotic moment.
let.me.fart merapekz @
2/01/2006 06:42:00 PM
